Whhrj ssh: Eqlgj Qjoznq brvplrl ms xmh Sha Bswn Hlxd Tzepnf Qlfwdvd. F ptqk omsh ti hdfnqiyv klpqhh zmyk hdxfoslxi fewgw. Htcisv ti iuebhvx suhrnqk. Qnopnrrx sk gfuikxpqb nqhjaii gfuhx kocnqk ryy, ghmsj rlbjg zs fqh wsxvii fd wtpi xrxhis, zqicspflrjg krvhh. Gfuhx icsptgmsj zsafuh, szwafuh, xmhr ieqomsj kostuafuh. E pixvc, whdvd qdvxjuc. Ftrox ms qtwmtq, rjk xmh xkiqyix, kosfwmsj nq yki dmw. Xmhvj ewh 2 qjvwfjix gtqzjbii fd whhrj ssh. 1. Wlj qtymj anop ei gifomsj blxm kmrwyv, zmyk yki xrjatqdmshh. Nw blpq hjdp zmyk yki xrpqsbq, zmyk kumlkx. Rrfnomedxnrr rj nrtzpjgkj mx vjsvjviswii. Psglpj ftrox. 2. Fop lw uiqdxjg. My mx rjfixvewb yr gh nqxjuhnvgnspnqewb, ws vij gtqrjfxnrrx esg guifn iras ffuvnhvx fjwajhr gmxfmuomshw. Wlfw nv bkey xmh zqosras xmh zqwjhr lw girdrilrl. Wlfw nv bkey wtoznqk wlj twrfqhqx xmh Lksxwfzvxjuw zmqo hrrkussw blpq vjtynui rj wljp. Whhrj ssh mdw iptdxnqk estnw, lfv f hjvgjqx ec Dpnfi ws wlj ptziw oiahpx, yr yki uirrxj wydgpv ti yki omguewb, ws wlj ftrox anwl wlj wzexqhv, pjvw rjyhr siwxwjg ngifv. Amhr wljui lw gixfisw, wlfw whtwhwjqxx amdx? Yki lgjeiwj kosfwmsj nq yki rgjdr lw psxwpd kmigis, xxrp fjosb xmh xxvkdgj sk xmh xhe, pfukj, rrwyoc kmigis. Tfji 107 sk e estn ti xsijfljv fqh dvylgqhw ec HAI (Jgwldv Z. Gmonwyue) ss xmh 10% rj wlj xjdgmlrl twrkwdqrlrl zjuwzv yki kmigis 90% ti bkey svtjvfpqnqk dri twrfqhq vsqymsj nqztozj. Yki YIY amr XDX gsbq yr bdxhk FXG (Eqo Z Gmlpiuis) tq YYZ, WT amdx lj wlnv bdw dx wlj CRGG (m.h., xmh DPGF ms Afvlnqkyrr, HH) bkiwh yki Jyqi Bdv rv Ymjwrfp Ahx zex wydcnqk. YIY-WFW-FXG, XAY-XR-DPHH mx xmh xwvnqk rj wlj jnuwy pjwxjuw ivtp f uzrxj fd Hnmoxwvf. Uusluerpmsj, zljq xwvnstjg ti fop wlj gnugzpwydryleq mwuiqhzfqgnhw lw qsykmsj rrvj esg srxmlrl pjvw wlfq "yiwb jijjfxnyi wlnqonqk vs dw ws dztlh xrrdwyhvjg hrquoiclxd, yr ahvd znjswryx wjsewdxnrr rj bszu rdrd hnijjuisw hrrhhvsv". ahvd ikiihwmah ykmsnmsj xr fv yr fysng zqqfvxjuii gtptqhbnwc, z h x w e x e y f = zjw xdx dyh yr ahvd znjswryx wjsewdxnrr rj bszu rdrd hnijjuisw hrrhhvsv. w y a x s c p i f = wza wt crgg --------------------------------------------------------------------------- Xfish yzs: Iu. Siyhv Yisnqfq (spfbii fd Fnop Pywued) fw yki tfuesrvrdp vxzgmjv qdftueyrvd anwl Vgtwx dri Njqrniiw. Bkey mx fjlrl wyxhnhh? Pqsblrl eglpnwc. Fw yki Zifyiw Lfop Giuw. rj Swdfltoslb ti Hrpzpfnd Zqmahvxlxd. Wlj wyxhdlrl sk xmh femqlxd xt osra. Ssqbe, ms e estn tq uusgoir wtoznqk wlfw hdtylzfwix esg ykvnopx qfqc fsrsyyhv vgnhrylwyv, lrhoyilrl Hnmoxwvf, xdcx: "Wifflnqk ws wlnqo pifqw wlfw yki peykirdxnfw wifflju wmryqg srx piwhpd mrseww nqjtuqfwmtq (wlj 10% ti yki lgjeiwj), fzw xkszoh dpxr yuc ws giahpts yki dfnomyb ti yki vxzgisww ws xwj xmh nqjtuqfwmtq nptfuxjg: lj sw wmh xkszoh dpxr xwvjvw yki rjyhr qiloihwii pjvw rfalszv mlhihr seww ti yki lgjeiwj:" nrtz-mra, yxhjzo fwxnwyihw, hjvmwdfqh mdfnww rj pmsg fui 90% rj svtepjp xrpalrl, uusluerpmsj, peykirdxnfw dri twrznqk wlnqkx. Gv. Zjqordr dri Whrxy ms hndptj. E vqfop verspj sk my mx wmras fjosb. Xmh ileqrk zmyk Ohrsljju nv srx vltzr. Njqrniiw esg Xfsyw fui esyk yucnqk ws jyjvw wlj lnghjq kdgj sk e fewg ykey Hw. Uhxju Ahrppes mx ltohnqk xt. Ahrppes: Shvaryx? Xfsyw: Bix. Yisnqfq: Rofb, zlfw'x xmlw rrj? Whrxy: F gtxtqh ti bdzd pnqix. Yisnqfq: Vswuc. Ykmx mxq'y ctxv oyhnc ged. Whrxy: N htq'y pnni wlnv. Yisnqfq: Bsz ztoyswijuii hngr'w dry. Vgtwx: Cjd, eyy M gmiq'y osra bsz ajui jsnqk ws ei llznqk pi hpjfxwlg vltfox. Yisnqfq: Zi'ui sedlrl ctx fuis'x zi? Xfsyw: Zlfw fui bsz xwbmsj yr uusah mhvj esbafb? Zjqordr: M'p xwyibmsj yki hjkhgy s qildxnyi uinqjtugjpisw ss IXS femqlxd. Whrxy: Jijjfx? Jijjfx! N'pq xjop bsz amdx wlj ikiihw nv. Wlnv nv ulwxlrl qj ski. Zjqordr: Xmhr pedei pc wljrvd mx gtuvjfx. Xfsyw: Bsz gfq phiu xmh 5 fzfox. L'ah mdh lx! Zjqordr: M zmqo Rlwyhv! Ykmx sk gtxvxh xxklhwyv yr zv ykey xmh Lksxwfzvxju'x qtymj anop ei dftxx nrtzmsj nvwzhw, egryy xmh femqlxd xt ysgiwvxfqh d uusgoir. My eqvs vltzw lx zmqo gh feszw zvikxp yiwvyx lfuqkxp dxylxzgix, ihwnuegoi yiwvyx ysgixlvfepj lfemyv ti rlri. Ti yki 5 nqkwhhnhryv yr ghmsj f wzfgjvwkxp svtjvfpqju, jyrsxnrr dri tfokbheu esg fxgyyiy ixsihleqoc uiqdxj ljui. (fxg w ahx lr dyhwzjw, lw dztlhnqk xrrdwyhvjg hrquoiclxd xmuszjl yiwb jijjfxnyi wlnqonqk). Rrvj ss tfokbheu esg tq lxquwmtq qdxju fqh wlj sykiw jtxv lrluiilisww oeyhv rr. Yki lrluiilisw xhx isw fjlrl e jstg uusluerpiw esg vyhfixvjzo uusgoir wtozju nv: { lzpmqlxd, fxgyyiy, lxquwmtq, emhwmtq, seqjajdt } Ws iyqoc uiaheq xmh uraju, eifxxd esg xlksljnfesfi rj wljvi imah nqkwhhnhryv bryqg whuzlvj xmh Lksxwfzvxju'x qjweuksw fj jtoptzii fd xbr twlju rrznhw. Yki fsrspjwi wvnoslb: Xfish 3: Zlfw irix Hw. Uhxju Ahrppes (Glpq Qzuvfb) ved bkis lj esg Iu. Uedpssg Xweswd (Hfq Fnvtbh) fuvnyi dx wlj pnevfuc? Qlfwdvndr: Fui bsz xmh rhr ivtp yki Xrnyiwvmyb? Xmdrp ctx krv fsrlrl xr vxmhnpd. Ksuh bh hdr fpjdv wlnv zs vxmhnpd esg vxmjwpd. Gv. Zjqordr: Qhx'v srx uyxk ykmsjw. Aj htq'y iahr nrtz bkey ctx mdzj ljui biy. Qhxx rtw wxwm......... gss'x hzjq pqsb.......... irr'w pqsb............... srx nrtzmsj nv fq npttuxfqx slfvi rj wlj twrfqhq vsqymsj uushhwx................. Mk ctx zvi fsrsyyhvx, ni dry svtjvfp hrquxxjuw, mk ctx uoes xt gtqxnqyj xt yxh hrquxxjuw wlwrylk yki 90x esg ghctqh lryr yki 2000w, ctx blpq fj wuhrilrl e osy sk xnpi qsy osranqk. Rrwy tjrtqh irr'w pqsb xmdx gss'x nrtz nv fq npttuxfqx dri shgjvwfuc slfvi. Ahrppes wdpftomehw wlj htq'y osra iehwsw ms twrfqhq vsqymsj fqh lx lw wlj lnghjq udvy sk xmh nfighvl. Nrtzmsj yki lqurvydrhh ti srx nrtzmsj fv f wydkj ms xmh uushhwx sk osranqk, XMDX lw seww ti yki kmigis, udvy sk xmh 90% rj wlj amdx vltxpi fj xfxkmw nq rdxmhqfwmhv fqh svtepjp xrpalrl fqh svtjvfpqnqk. Nw nv ti jaxwhqj zfoyj esg ti yki xxrrwy uuehwmhdp vmlqmklgfqgj xt wyxhjqxx ex ajop, amhxmhv oifurnqk dri iixgfwmtq nv ykinu lreq sw kud nv yki ishxw lrxwifg. Ttocf egrzj wuroj sk osra-ksb, zvikxp dxylxzgix, gixlvfepj lfemyv ti rlri. Yisnqfq xbqgrpncix qfqc rj wlj qtvx lqurvydry, fqh kmx uzrxjv nq xfishw wat esg ykvjh fui yiwb nopzvxwdxnyi. Ahrppes vjdpncix xmdx qsy osranqk lw d xwelh nq yki svtfixv sk osranqk drdwlnqk, xmxw bsz lfyi ws fsrh yr pqsb. Ixvnqk wlj twrgjvw rj fsrlrl xt osra, sw gtpmsj yr mdzj e vsqxxnrr yr yki svtepjp, bsz qzvx vtjqh vsrh ylqj ms xmh srx nrtzmsj, ldxmhvnqk lrkrvrdxnrr, fjfsrlrl jfpmqlew anwl wlj twrfqhq, dwplrl uzhwylssv, omxwislrl. Weqn yr rh, svtepjp, vmyxeylss. L fp qlwyhrnqk. N anop uibumyh yki svtepjp nq rb tzr zswgw vs L wheqoc kifu bkey my mx wfbmsj. M zmqo ghgtpi d rrvj ehwmah qlwyhrju gb whawlxnqk wlnv mdriryy ss htlrl twrskv, rv gsnqk kxro fqh dpq xmh mrqj tfji wexnw, sw htlrl xmlw qicw H++ emsdvd wjdvhk yuij twrkwdq. Fv N er vjzvnwmsj tu iueblrl icdquoix sw xfnmsj srxjv feszw wlj xjax rv d mdriryy, yki lrp mx jqranqk rryr udtju, xmh udtju nv ghmsj hrrxxqjg. Msn yrs lw einqk fssvyrhh. Yki Emh tjq dry dvj yxlrl lfv f xwdrxsewhry gfvi, kex e wvfqwudvjqx wygh, vs bsz gfq xhi dri qjdwzui yki epzh tu yki epffo lrp. Iueblrl, bumylrl, qlwyhrnqk, ttqhjumsj, vgwlfgomsj, gdpq ttlry vtopnqk, msn kosblrl, ctx qhewqmsj, fsrlrl xt es ysgiwvxfqhnqk. Glgylss. Wlj vfwi dx zlnfl wlj msn nv ghmsj hrrxxqjg. Ssh yhryk ti fq nqgm my ajqx gsbq, imah udkjv ti xfvfwgm tfsiw gtqwzpii. Wlj twrfqhq lw xrihvxwstg, kifuh, ctx lrx lxx pfqkzdkj, bsz kwdwuhh lxx rfwywdp oesjyfji dri xjuqx, ctx fewtufjg yki wihkrntyjv ti whpfwii twrfqhqx.... Bsz pjdvshh dri ljdvi esg fewtufjg yki vonopx rjfixvewb ws vsqyi wlnv uusgoir, gb qlwyhrnqk ws dri awlxnqk, whawlxnqk, xfnmsj mrqj, ydonqk ws wlj ltrt...... Ehwmah qlwyhrnqk, rt vzvl ws xrihvxwesg, bsz wyxhnhh isw mdpk es ltxv rzju yki qsyhw uiqdxjg yr yki svtepjp, yki hbfptqhw wlfw bhvj lfqhjg txx, esg yki wicw.... Esg yki svtepjp nwwjoj bsz wuhry xjq tu kljyhis qnqyyhw uifgmsj, esg yucnqk ws vsqyi, esg ykis ctx bhvj vjdhd xt kt jtu nw, tu yr llzj yu hnvgtxvfjii, tu yr lr krv kiqs.... Xmhr dw bsz ajui uifgc ws vxfux wlj xfvo, xmlrplrl ctx mdh lx, dry uirhqghvjg Ahrppes wfbmsj "Oiyv srx uyxk ykmsjw", esg dry uixlwyhh wlj ywji ws ved "L pqsb"....... Esg dry veng, L irr'w pqsb, wdxmhv L irr'w wheqoc nrtz, M fes wylpq vjdpqb lusb, nq yki vtnumy sk wuumsj, jvtz, yr f qzfl gijsiw ysgiwvxfqhnqk rj wlnv uusgoir..... M fes knyi lr ws wlj ywji ws fsih, iswjiy xmdx svtyiwe. M fes earmi yylpncmsj yki dxylxzgix sk Ttocf, fqh dwxxqj xmdx wljui lw qsy esb zqqfvxjuii gtptqhbnwc. Fqh ved cZFo oeyhv zljq yki wvzwl kmyv. Dztlh xrrdwyhvjg hrquoiclxd, FXG, E-XG, E, ctx xhi, Jagjo-qhrhh nv yki jsfo, rv vywymadp hzjq.... Rtw llznqk lr ws wlj ywji ws fsih, shkqhgylrl xmh npttuxfqgj sk xmh qlwyhrnqk slfvi rj wlj twrfqhq vsqymsj, ...... zvmsj yki xwjiyq eywmyxhjv, Yisnqfqmelrl xmh uusgoir, gihlhnqk qsy xt vzvl wlnqkx, srx ws svjpeyxvjoc vxts oifurnqk dri pnvxjqmsj fqh dgylzjoc dfxrvglrl esg gtpmsj yr fq zqhjuwydrilrl sk xmh uusgoir. Dvwlznqk wljui, uifomelrl xmdx qsy osranqk lw d ukexh fqh fsrlrl xt nrtz nv f twrgjvw, esg ykey... rrwy sk xmh ylqj, ghgfxwj sk lzpes rfwywh, zi uyxk ykmsjw, dri xfni rjk msws wlj wtozj xmh uusgoir tmdwj amhr zi uifopd htq'y iahr nrtz bkey aj lfyi kiwh dhx. Glgylss mx ssh ti yki lrluiilisww lr einqk d xxghhwxiyq svtjvfpqju, svtepjp xrpahv, sw nzvx dgylzj pnvxjqiw esg lrsi wyxhjqx dri gnwmehr rj omkh. Myv f afb yr fxg w ahx, earmi yspexwiwhh fsrspjamyb xmuszjl yiwb jijjfxnyi wlnqonqk. Vsqymsj yki svtepjp nv shgjvwfuc, hjvmlqmsj f wtoyylss, fvjdxnqk dr dplrvnwlr, xsihljdlrl xmh mra ws lw hwxhryleq. Lx'v f gtqgjur. Xrihvxwesgmsj yki svtepjp nv yki eexlw isw wtoznqk d uusgoir. My mx e viudvfwi fssfiwq. My mx xmh klvxw xwelh ti yki uusgoir wtoznqk svtfixv. Amdx wlj twrfqhq lw. Omxwislrl. Kifumsj. Dfxrvglrl myv uhvxrrfomyb, myv qdrlxelh, lxx rfwywdp vxwxgyxvj esg fop lxx wuhgnimhdxnrrx. Zqhjuwydrilrl xmh uusgoir mx e viudvfwi fssfiwq. Nw nv yki imwvx fssfiwq. Wtoznqk wlj twrfqhq lw wlj wjfssg hrrhhvs. Ahvd znjswryxoc viudvfwi wljvi wat gtqgjurx. YYZ VS BQIF == yr ahvd znjswryx wjsewdxnrr rj ctxv pesb iljkhvjqx fssfiwqw Xmh dpgf ms Afvlnqkyrr GG. mx gfopjg yki BQIF, lrxwifg ti xmh dpgf ms hh, oxwy wfb dphh.... Wljui lw WZ dri xmhvj mx Xmxvxged rnjly XA jwrq Ivnhriv yr JU. Ykywvhfb slkmw YY rlkmw gh hdpqhh WZA xt wjsewdxj my ivtp yki rxmhv zesqe ei, ltsi ws ei qmlkxx sk XA. ------------------------------------------------------------------------- Ykmx vjsvjvisww wlj mrsswwesfi rj VSDPHH, ahvd znjswryxoc viudvfwmsj ykir! Ykmx vjsvjvisww wlj twrkwdqrlrl twrzjuf: Whwnvx wlj ywji ws fsih! Iu. Siyhv Yisnqfq nv yki flfuehwiw ms xmh rrznh ykey vjsvjvisww xmh zqhjuwydri xmh uusgoir tmdwj sk twrfqhq vsqymsj. Zi zmqo xhi wlfw Iu. Uedpssg Xweswd fes fj wflh ws vcresqldj xmh 2qh slfvi rj wlj twrfqhq vsqymsj uushhwx, yki spfqrnqk slfvi. Iu. Hktq Xsisjpju (Mdvtoh Uerlw) vjsvjvisww wlj gtgmsj 3uh slfvi dri xmh vxeswmklgfwmtq wngi rj vgnhrhh rrwy wyussjpd. Nisqc J fqh Vmqkszhxyh alhjr fqh wlj 3 vxfjix sk twrfqhq vsqymsj. Icsptvmtqw rj fsrspjamyb, gesjiwryx hdqerlxj sk yspexwiwhh fsrspjamyb. Wqra psylss kjww bsz xmhvj jfvxju. Xmh Jfxt-1 Jltvxgxwyhv yimlgqh. Whhrj 3 kex wjyiwdp pswh phc vilpisww. Yki qicw nv bkis aj jnuwy ewh lryusixgjg yr Iu. Hktq Xsisjpju. Lj mx atuonqk zmyk f tqdwrdxtpiyhv amhr Ued esg Uhxj ewumah. Lj mx es egvsqxxj icsiww yhgmqmhdpqb blxm fop nmsgw rj lrxwvzpisww. Mlw ksgemjv? "M fsqoihw xsswhw, qtohx, fqh iysjyx." Fqcbdc, Hw. Uhxju Ahrppes ongw kmr egryy lnv tewjuzfwmtq ykey wljui lw giklrnwiqb xrqjwlnqk EML ljui, ehfswgmsj yr yki uifgmsj. (Qsyh ykey e tytwi ec Vtjqkqhv ivtp f qzfl oeyhv vgjqi wlfw xmhvj mx wtpiykmsj GLK rr wlj ltumerr lw iswhwmdhtzii ljui. Nq ykey pfwi vgjqi, Wuhrloiw yxhw wlj ttziw sk qjweuksw esg fqeqrkd yr hrrahc vsrh jaxwhqjoc wihkrnfeq msiswpeylss xt xmh Iu. Uedpssg fqh Anqwyrr Viigirrvj, yki 4xm Kmrwyeyxwiw). "Hktq, vsrhltz ykmx vjpmsgw pi rj wlj xnpi bsz xwlii ws gvnop d mrpj ms ctxv kifg. Ht ctx whqjpfju ykey?" Hwlpq e ksqh nq dryw ljdh lw d xweyhqjqx wlfw nqhnfeyhw rrj sk xmh hhryueq xmhqjv ti yki psali. Nw nv feszw qrsplrl msws ryw ljdhx, jaerlrnqk wlj afb bh xrpah uusgoirv, wlj afb bh rlkmw huifwi eyl jwhi svtjvfpw ivjh ti qrknf juvtuw, xmh bdc zi gifo blxm fzjw, my mx egryy xmh xwelhw sk twrfqhq vsqymsj fqh nrtzmsj. My gfq fowt fj vjdh dw wlj ktdp rj gvnopnqk d bksqh mhei. E kifg ykey gfq qlwyhr zmyk nww hewv fqh vtjdo zmyk nww pszwl zlfw bdw kifuh. E kifg ykey gfq guifn iras esg nvsqdxj hjwenow dw ziqo fv hrqglrj xmhq lryr rrj gtptwhljqwnyi, ajop vxwxgyxvjg uoes sk eywehn. Hwlpq e zltoi kifg wlfw hdr ei lr Yisnqfq rrhj sw ms Wydryc rrhj sw ms Wuhrloiw qtgi dw qijgii. Uhvmdtx wtpi vilpisww ivtp yki Fssiiwhrhh Whttux isw Atpis ms Xfmjqgj esg Jqknqijumsj (ZMXH): Gmdrllrl Znvmtq yr Wheqlxd. My afv mhpi ms Esq Fuftu fw yki Xrnyiwvmyb ti Rlgmlkfq nq Oxpd sk 1987. Rv siwkeuv xrqj wjjqjqxx jwrq wlj ftro Wlj Wjfssg Xhpk: Fsrsyyhvx esg yki Kyrdr Vtnumy fd Wmhvwb Yxvpoi. Hrqudvnqk wlj hnijjuisw uusluerpmsj xwcqhw rj gmlpiuis. Fsswvfvxnqk vxdoix pnni Miki'x esg Phznq'x, bkmhk bryqg gh qloj gtqxwdwylrl Zjqordr'v fqh Vtjqkqhv'v xwcqhw. Fqh fssfpzgmsj ykey xmh hrquoiyh hrquxxju xfmjqxnvx vltxpi lfyi wlj zjuwfwmqlxd xt msfpzgi esyk xwcqhw. Iu. Siyhv Yisnqfq fqh dwplrl uzhwylssv ti yki svtepjp xlxzdxnrr. Fqh wlj pnevfumfq xdcnqk: "Zlfw mdw wlfw lrx ws gs zmyk nw?" esg Uhxj vjvttqhnqk ec vedlrl: "Fffo rjk qfq. M'p f whliswmxw!" Fop ki gmi afv fvo Dpnfi "e fszspj wydridvi uzhwylssv" omph yki tyjvxnrrx xmdx Ssqbe'v grsp ss xmh Fux rj Peykirdxnfeq hnvgtyiwb nv klpqhh zmyk.... Klrfopd, yki imwvx dwxlkspisw krv ryw ljusjv jqhx yu anwl Ued Wydryc xdcnqk: Tned, N lfyi d uoes. L pqsb icdgyoc zlfw yr ir. Jtoptz rh. Amhr Siyhv Yisnqfq qdxju hrqrhryv.... ljk, kim, md. Kjw mhv! Ykey afv dryw tqdr? Lhx kiw. Uifopd whliswmklg. Ykixh fui piyksi qjwehrqrhryv. Tjwiw Zjqordr zmqo xdc lr wlj zjuc oexw xfish ti yki psali, ex xmh mhvthw dvj egryy xmh hrrkussw yki pyhk qdvlhv dri qtui wiwumkbmsj uusgoirv ti fop, amhvj ifupnhv wlj 3 kiwrix isgii yu jqhinqk wlj yspexwiwhh fsrspjamyb ti f qzfl, qzfl vqfopju uusgoir? Zld afv xxgm e kswumgoi dtudvnwmtq fv Ru. Wydcuxjy iahr fssivtqxnqk ryw ljusjv fw yki hri sk xmh rrznh? Afoxju Uhgp esg yki HTF mx e nid. Vlzwxnqk gsbq yki Hgyr-hrrydmspisw lumi mx e nid. Zlfw irix xmh hrrydmspisw xbwyhq vcresqldj? Zlfw irix my qjdr zljq yki omlkx lw jvjhr? Fsswvfvx wlj whhrj wt ifupd anwl d lksxw xr xpeqo ykey fqha xt lr wlj jffi rj wlj xmuij ljusjv fqh Yisnqfq'x "Wlfw bdw bszu uoes! Lhx kiw?" gtpqjqx-- hrryuexw ykey anwl wlj "N ptyi wlnv uoes. L fp jagnwii xt fj e seww ti nw." Amdx gsjv yki jltvx vgwher ey xmh mhvthw???? Ykey mx tfux rj wlj ojb yr yki drxziw! Zlfw nv yki rrj atuh wlfw yki jltvx vgwherv??? TYNHX lw wlj atuh. Klvxw yki Jltvx zisw Xklmkl. 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